i don't know why,
but i've a feeling you had been lying to me all the while.
my heart hurts upon thinking of it.
i wanted to know, wanted to ask but i don't have the courage to do so.
there's no one i can say all these to right now.
so i'm blogging here,
hoping you will see this and know you are the one and tell me what i wanted to know.
oh maybe no? i'm afraid to know, afraid to face it.
okay, call me a coward.